Hospital- again

I won't make this long- I don't think anyways! Here's the scoop:

Friday: Released from hospital
Saturday: Fever at night
Sunday: Fever again
Monday: Fever again (over 103)
Tuesday: Fever again (104 with Tylenol), chills & misery

After leaving a few messages for the dr. to call me, I call again and say that I am bringing Ethan in. I did, he was admitted. I am not in a good place this trip. I don't know why specifically. I think that it just hurts my heart so much to see Ethan as sick as he is and to not be able to fix it or take it away. I would take his pain in a second if I could. So, that's why I am not in a good place today. I am hoping tomorrow will be better and I think it will be because my husband is coming home! The time that he's been gone has gone by surprisingly fast considering what we've been going through while he's been gone, but I am glad to welcome him home!

That's all- see that was short.